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Friday, April 18, 2003 laughing has opened a space for this god
to fall down... in kindness or harsh hating... whenever it happens...
you know what to think... think this is true... think this is
a terrible shame... think we'll have to become better people
now... after all... someone has taken it on... all on... and
a laugh can mean anything... something like breathing every moment...
doesn't worry that no one understands... we'll try not to worry
so much
posted at 8:29 PM
a sudden liquefaction
of the merry-go-round
posted at 10:08 AM
liking oranges and
things of the sun... cool and hot
like cats... organic fertilizer... certain kinds of music...
liking will have its way... with us... we all stand up
into the new day... heroic... bronze... self-
assured... these hours have engraved our names...
for the future... for tomorrow...
now we can take this next step... liking
porcelain and things of the moon
posted at 10:05 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2003 you are not smart enough to say... just
stand in the corner... over by the door
you cheater... you shame us...
this has never been the game... now
you see... but it's too late...
shut up... let the ushers through
posted at 8:10 PM
personality stands
between... kingdoms...
look out... your true things... lag
behind... a parked car... don't
hope... be a sun-lizard today...
we have... but you say... so...
torture an emotion... your
thoughtless arm... a broken vase...
was always just an idea...
posted at 8:10 PM
a word... this is no
time to work...
results tremble... a shack
rattles... each symbol shudders...
go do something simple...
don't look here... can't you see
the door is open... they're gone
posted at 8:09 PM
a soft rejection...
that thought
they expect... bound to an act...
never arrives... we have all
been disappointed... you cannot
speak... nothing comes
from your hands
posted at 8:08 PM
a native fault... that
these edges
have never gone soft or round... instead
you blamed something... call it bread...
dry fingers... sold by old women
just before sunrise... before smoke
told the clouds... this is yours...
these arrows and fields... these
patient animals... ignorant of time
posted at 8:07 PM
you aren't good enough...
not...
good... enough... turn in your
badge... the new man arrives
tomorrow morning... because...
you are not good enough...
posted at 8:06 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2003 astonished by these bosses... call me
a gruesome name... perpetrator...
aspirator.... i still think you'd
look better in the purple scarf... just
take off the feathers... stretch like galileo
into the night... hire yourself out for the spring
posted at 7:43 PM
build me a cabin...
get me a dog...
carve an old woman... from a rotten log...
sit up all night... listen to the bugs...
get real drunk... ...
never mind...
sit down... turn off the television...
read a book... some spanish mystery...
with guitars and blood...
there's no next... no then... no how
flowers arrive with the sun...
that's all
posted at 7:37 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2003 what seized us... tumbled us out into living
pretended we had miracles in our shoes...
and convinced us... what seized us drove
warm blood to tunnels... those soft hands...
so the machinery reminded us to try new things
... become friendly toward morning... smell better
for a new day... you know... we imagined
our own subtle authority over this garden
posted at 7:17 PM
let centers
proliferate
from
self-justifying motions!
a. r. ammons
called a bad name... it turned him sideways
and he noticed for the first time a shadow
trickling down the far wall... he found it
beautiful... he wrote it down after
the camera failed... his fame bloomed
and settled him... we thought... as some
shadow writer... gray god... until the day
his car stopped unaccountably nearby
this place... and he became our genius
never writing a single word again...
but loving us... enough
posted at 7:07 PM
Monday, April 14, 2003 you will make a pome about a room... and
call it
The Wind that Blows through Any Old Place...
i will bend over your shoulder... mumbling
coarse assertions... the kind we used to love
when our hearts were in it... this careful study...
they called it mystery... i walked through the door
and found you flashing like an ocean on the floor
posted at 8:10 PM
posted at 7:51 PM
offering a broken finger...
a license... my sincerity...
i'll stand to the side and let you organize our prosperity...
(everyone is straining to see the lions this morning...
they dance with open eyes along the honeysuckle boulevard)
teach us now... the singing dollars... the very cash of dreams
posted at 7:47 PM
i walk standing still...
some good stuff...no...
all our troops are smart and funny... so...
removing my shoes... "a slim and limber / silver fish"
takes over this space... commends good readers...
returns to the silken stream... its dream of plenty...
everybody goes on... to the end... that mirror there
posted at 7:38 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2003 shaped by forces unseen... they've stumped
us again...
tell me why you have to go... nobody... other than you...
has been able to repeat the musical mumbles of morning...
a branch from the heart... whereon sits a bird
that... we say... sings... then leaves words like
feathers... stupid bird pomes... it's palm sunday
... walk toward the door... sack the museum...
the prince invites us back for coffee...
nobody cares enough
posted at 1:10 PM
frightened by the disarray...
we hunker down
in familiar territory... wait for breakfast
humiliated by a blindness... we say...
it's beyond our control... and this honesty
...dishonesty... an engine... an itch
toward the wall... he hadn't counted on fire...
or trucks and barrels of suspicious liquid...
posted at 1:06 PM
look... some turned
gray...
a figure pushed
forward... a procession
your thought had
... run away... but
the art was too easy...
it dribbled from us
for the sake of...
a donkey... no...
the crowd will...
must... have their way
posted at 1:01 PM
pretended to like it... never had much use for these rags
so let's go for a walk... you were going to say...
something about dry skin... no... not today
living is not always easy... in this dry skin...
a spiritual practice or limit... binds us to
the possible... the past... with its finger
in our eyes... its tongue in our belly...
insists... sad confusion must fall... dumb
toward belief... scratching out words as we go...
posted at 12:49 PM
posted at 12:46 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2003 i had enough power to color the sky a sad
sort of stainless steel... then you asked for groceries... yellow
red blue groceries from the bottom up... no one wants etchings
any more... try careless black and white photos of streets and
walls... still they prefer roses and cherubic fish... and this
morning we were invaded by the americans... their fingerpaints
smell like old milk and sushi... you can't remember a better
time... to be alive
posted at 9:52 PM
what happens to stale
words when the sun appears...
a delusional frolic stumbles onto the lawn... these
scruffy young deer had better watch out... the traffic
doesn't care... and these big dogs remember in
their blood the ancient hunt... chasing light and meat
across the neolithic plain... then somebody whistles...
no... a bird's talking back to its branch... happy to be here
posted at 9:04 AM
in advance of the circus
comes a frog... a brown
not a green... frog... upending silver leaves
along the riverbank... for lunch lurks there...
light crumples the old year's growth now done...
we'll paint our faces... dance like pagan clowns
when the heavens shine... preposterously
posted at 8:57 AM
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