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Friday, July 18, 2003 if you don't lean on the pronouns
everything will shimmer and tumble... you'll have trouble with your world... people will not recognize your gait as you approach... will forget your name... how far you have come and they
are respectful... i appreciate that and don't mean to be rude... forgetful is correct... you mean everything to me... in this empty discourse... seriously... we have some suffering to acknowledge daily... it is always difficult to... transcend... bad pomes have pricklers and hurt under our nails... we each appreciate that in our own way... don't talk
about it... here we're having a nice day... if you say it... something wilts... or heaves up a grey cloud... i am special... you saw those titles... mind your mouth... here we have a nice flower... it's yellow... and red everyone thinks of a different flower... when i do that... and says o i know just what you mean... o shut up Thursday, July 17, 2003 hey i was holy long before your
head took off... i was bending myself into a thousand strange
shapes that looked like me... and you were counting toothpicks
vaguely... still i was longing for spiritual uncertainty and
poetry hadn't said anything smart enough so i was holy holy holier
than thou... son... just remember where your grin comes from...
just remember who thought you into paper...just let me slip off
into the stream alone... hey i was something long before... big
frog croaked o still thought...
you had a place... cold shack by a rich river... o stillness... i'm losing you every day farther from our sense of humor... golden frieze... putting the best foot where it might be found again... daily... we were trying to say... how pleasant the breeze assumes our shape... had the world
under a kind of control... had it there... you see it... and i was talking about it as you might talk about anything visible... a cat for example, or a broken window... had it known and was breathing... by the frog pond and the bird branch... knew it in color... you see... had it... then words began to sweat and melt... like... well... you know about sweating and melting... and suddenly i wasn't saying a thing anymore and suddenly my happiness... Wednesday, July 16, 2003 A small cloud arrived from that
part of the world. Our applause persuaded another entrance from there. Three sleek white birds ordered us to leave. Houses suddenly remembered what they had forgotten. We turned our backs on a splendid scene and wrote home. Postcards no bigger than a small child's hand wandered off. Justice demanded a larger piece of chocolate cake. Another subject verbed its way off through a sullen mist. fuzzy head...
forensics has weighed in... the television heart pumps... you cannot go dressed like that... what were you thinking... you cannot rub a thought against a wonder... you must step out into the garden of recognition... call each thing by some name... each thing becomes it... for a moment... sharpen our golden pencil... Tuesday, July 15, 2003 not like your subject... not like
a good time more like your huge couch... a projected rush to call it good... not like your subject... the book had good paper... a title mark the
line... how it stutters into... night he was young... and had thin fingers... o a carpet... grey... annotates the site you thought a brighter window would serve... hurry off...
a blazing mist... and robins frame a cardboard series... this house... this book... this window... when a car takes us down the street we'll jump like kids... rocking fields know us well... we are the ones with great big noises... we are the ones in shoes Monday, July 14, 2003 put a mirror here... encoded after
the heart said o the day is long... where we had been good enough... they cheered where we failed... small yellow flowers... now i want all your special numbers... you... spirit baker fire cobbler... and lift my eyes to the silver glass whence comes help... newborn your statement
turned me into a floating bug... never mind... eventually it wasn't your fault... i hid my fingers in all the caves... and kissed cold stone... no trouble now... next to none while he re-touched our trusted corners... i look like a bargain... grappling with twenty-nine reliable quandries my summer
window... recalls a fairy fact... about the colors stretched... like eyes unblinked and finally reconciled to the day's will... when all seeing has hooks... and fish... when a felt breeze sands us... temporarily rough furniture... altogether a dancer likes water... but now and then utters a rigid oath... dark boards under glass... a cockatoo guessing strategy... losing feathers Sunday, July 13, 2003 if you just
listened more... a girl like me had goldfish hair... she understood a satire from far off... she tested cops stop stop
stop stop it says redeemed in the grey light it says in the hot core that we're falling falling always a bit smaller from the top farther lumped in the way we swivel through wooden quarrels never alone here you have taken the last one and i'm giving it to you take it take it here you need it terribly more than i do and shaped
according to... dragon rules... stone alley truths you get... out of breath... and sweat... don't wait for me... i'm taking my time... turning into the mystery handled sweetly... known for my restless patience... rushing to sit still... sing a loud song... out into... mute daylight two small
figures in a much larger space... are they white and green... and the area... some dark brown... birdsong windows... two small figures stand for the rest of us... who sit... in a pool of apparent faith... that this sitting and hearing matters... enough... and finds us virtuous... or moving toward virtue... kindly as the morning sighs... one question Saturday, July 12, 2003 our sense of priorities shocks
us... suddenly adrift where we once were grounded... you liked me until my mouth dried up... my green arms had planned a colossal gift... now they're here at the bottom of your oceanic disgust... just something more to read say it
again... it keeps me awake... a shadow glides into blue light... a box of... almost nothing... a wooden bird behind glass... i'm there... a plum parrot rising to remember over the silken plains of new jersey... back to finish your phrase currently |