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Friday, August 22, 2003 and candled like a flower... i
stood on my toes refusing the shadows... undoing sorrow... getting it right beside the river... towing the long dream of youth into day... standing on my toes... my... okay... dealing with
the loss of... remembering your name... coming to me after work... that question... you held... next to the window... more light... more secrets... i'm turning into a government agent... a kiss... is the person
here... in this ragged moment... is the person an angel on the top shelf... all fragments of light and shadow... is the person considering your face... heroically... the person tells us... now and now... the person sleeping hush and
rush.. you like it best when the stories lie down like small animals... an engaged lethargy... dropping usefulness... take me home with you... sing... new substance...
slips from hands born... not made framed like a garden... by the bigger... hustle... call me when you think... i can handle it... all these concerns... blankets and razors... for our new wilderness is this a
grade... a moment... unstrung and watched by... someone thought... better than forgiven... graded and... forgotten... the cracks in our faces... shine... shine out Thursday, August 21, 2003 under tones that send us hopping... we resort to insecurity... check your voice mail... then... relax into a usable moment... practice your harmless... shrug had flown...
until the grey sun sent him... home... don't touch me... i'm all beswot...from the run... justice rains down... in heavy dripples... a voice... you have gotten... we have gotten... i have got Wednesday, August 20, 2003 now that wasn't so bad... you've
had your vengeance tatooed... you fingertips bled... just a little... reminder... we're coming back to wholeness and patience... now that the service shimmers... under yes... i'd
like to break history into sharp crumbs... refuse to swallow them... laid across your chest... they recall... barren years... and fire that came quickly... bugs... a fountain of hurt... children standing in windows see what
i told you... beaten with a big stick... i was perfect... i was a laughing horse... my tricks removed all doubt... i was a careful colorful map... and took two million years... to get home extensive
optimism... like bad weather... will always reorganize our approach to the grand forum of zealots... there we will pay for years of waste... grim imagination... there we will pull out our long-grass laughter... our luck Tuesday, August 19, 2003 blasted forgotten and cold... which
held my attention while the orderly folded something... behind my back... is it winter yet... is it stone... or i was counting... or i was waiting for the message sent... and picking refusals from the universal list... i was going away inside out...
i told you... my revolution expects all natural simplicity to... fall... before a rigid hero who comes in a taxi... with official papers and serious shoes... and something to pretend... for... an agent of ordinary... awe... these tremendous beginnings... these files Monday, August 18, 2003 believe me... i rescued the dollar
and fell gurgling through a rainbow of grateful shoppers... i thumped the nave of an orange cathedral... despite complaints of angels and clergy... incredible as it seems... i buried the picture you sent... but kept the frame... of kindness... remembered varicose
intentions make me crazy... you too have a spiderweb program... that bugs me... take your time... i haven't collected any homework yet... but will soon... take a deep breath... how many
miles on it... we used to put our fingers in the sides of trees... daring fairies to bite... no more... blushing... questionable growth when the rings spin outward... vaguer than television... we hear you're... feeling better Sunday, August 17, 2003 a dunder... you know... a trite
formation of umbrella whistles... along the road... we stood them... and jeered them up... fully compatible with yellow... and laughing... fully ignitable... withering good matches... play us... for fooling around... all adunder... and we deserve it... we've got it coming difference
settled... for the time being... down where our hands seem quiet... appreciating the chance to turn itself over... as in the sun we have to move... difference counts itself... and grins... throws a rock... kicks a loose branch... remembers city life... distinctly Saturday, August 16, 2003 he isn't serious enough... look
at his face... all the lines run wrongways past his ears... even when... he knows we are looking... and we are very good at looking... at his tiny fingers... for instance... they remind us of... ridiculous sermons... spotted answers
like underwear... hadn't considered your reactions... but no matter... some generous questions spouted... whole universes of smartness and success... like a fortune cookie... that was when... we knew everything... and kept it to ourselves in tongues...
now... a version of my affection... collared by grey wasps... stung out of... waking... you pushed me back... i yodelled and gulped... all the way down... and... hushed when the crows... when the horny toads aimed their sharp tools... at my song back to finish your phrase currently |