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Friday, October 21, 2005 that
entry ... supposed the fair way ... dormers and gloom ... about yesterday's weld ... yes you said ... yes in the bottom ... look we've gone so ... a flaming ... o back ... to say yes again ... it's a ruin we'd meant to understand ... and took pictures ... the
same. what i read took off from was it dallas. a long rubber tread. black as the blownout heart. there i was unstunted and young as. there same as any hole. i was incorporate was it compelled to. the same as breathing a holy prescription as dirt. limited same ground of starting. as mine in stone. assume
the self. a dreamed doubtlessness. talking like a couple of guys. or fainter. doubly attracted to the weather. so varies with the light. that dream. you know. one casual superhuman moment. wearing a nation. inspecting the ceiling. having been watched and found. both wonderful and lacking. they come with ice tongs to take that part away. Thursday, October 20, 2005 took
me forever to think of this. think of us in a sundry country. tanning and prevailing as a pastiche. would i be in the feathers & you in something busy. would i be corners of affirmation & you the withering starklet. of course. a gaze as conception stipulates us to deeds of macaronic disentanglement. forze
del handbook. heaven. a screenplay. thirty winters. a good stiff blink. then rush to remember where you saw him last. under cover as a poet. surreptitious italian. spiked beatness in each hand. then una tosse ostinato. hard
by the gallery they took me. drove my tense to presents. i was a framing. a madman in the foot of genius. then the neoromantic period ended. i'm a chipped fact. you're a new condition too. we have persistent approximations to sell. to say. to seethe. Wednesday, October 19, 2005 better
to stop. just stop it. stop in the center. stop in all innocence over the chicago river. stop the windows the garage the back step. stop it on the orphan house drive. which white window will be mine. i get the reasonable asphalt stopped like a gutter. better to stop hauling hatching. halt. fervently
ancillary productions. an opera in an act. stooping toward despitefully. as roses in autumn. there's your rheumatical tendency. mr. jesus son. dragging an inch farther on. for sake of it loving and renouncing all perpetration in the wings. oboes as conductors of the regionally heavy-handed. strings and mezzos in the colloquy. wishing you'd turned me into tape and paper. settling for handsomeness and Tuesday, October 18, 2005 you
want me to read. i get your bike and shoot it. there. then collector's start bidding. i'm abraham lincoln and worth every penny. you never call me. i was lying and they never saw how heavily it fell. directly caustic. and you still want me to defend it. all my world wars are warm woolen scars about here. not
wanting. a snipe. in your purse. taking and building and corrupting and. a softness that goes unsaid because they think. fewer think. truly think. truth gets me. does it get you. too. far far. type
of struggle. type of. germane conscience. gone to losses full of fresh autumn flowers. we in our going on. through tunnels. rude to think we're headed. headed and hundreds. playful in a modern world back before one of the wars. a big yellow guitar made me. a cadaverous melody. Monday, October 17, 2005 i
would like to remove my eyes from it and build a gray sentence. one for the smokers. where the hugeness of string falls apart so. i mean we have nice things to say about each other and then. choosing is a loss. yet one could still say move to memphis. and then move to tennessee. as the next not so specific confession tries to get you. one for the saints. where i'm. and even virtuous. affairs
of the minute. this isn't rolling. now it is and the voices need us. one whispers tush. understand it in high flourescence as an approval. just before the denial. and armored as hysterical cloth. somebody's a queen for the moment. beckoning. trailers. Sunday, October 16, 2005 say
it the way recap- itulation assumes a prominence. then i'll say it the way cause seems likely. it in an ashtray. and i in this a pocked preambling. or
read reeves as receives and open a world. it's possible in your spare time to assemble say the cabinet that might hold an ongoing completion. one eternally open to reception. i got one tiny bit here. as all misunderstood. for lack of oversight. an accumulation of feathers and tides. walking the limits of a certain land. here come the geese in loose line gawking. estuarial codex. infiltration as the next best strategy. you are thinking of a sabbatical from this. and decomposition Saturday, October 15, 2005 is
this explanation adequate and effective. are any of the holders still listening to the edges. how about a factory. why not put these rowdy diversions aside for now. what slithering applies to the next verse. am i not the one you were expecting. how did sundry inexpressive pages hunker down against the dark. where in the whole does the party go on. unstrung
or. nerve taxis in a student lingering bottled and exploded on a terrible beach what's at stake. is plenitude. the hearty sky bird and dry planes. back to finish your phrase currently |