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Friday, May 12, 2006 how
they never add up to the big payoff ... what light we get seems to mock the light ... a big albatross of insincerity ... an anchor in our head in the ocean of reading comprehension questions ... where did she go after all ... what was father's intention out there by the suffering hydrangea under the impertinent moon Thursday, May 11, 2006 sustain
me and my knees ... me and my tremulous flock of suspicions ... sustain the icey day i cried you out to guess what i did ... sustain my pattern as in water under bright light wherein i go on ... sustain a first appearance and a second ... sustain the natural sound we alternate with combustible polyrhythms ... sus ... and sustain ... my dovey conversation ... my eighties ... my elvish sustain over several decades the useful light of certain breeds ... i'll
bring stuff in ... we'll see ... how deep that well goes ... a further inquiry ... all shadows all as an obscurity & damp ... i'm not helping my brother ... bringing that youthful brashness ... trumpets even ... intuitive but not subtle deep down ... just asking the edges to thrill as the center always has ... thrilled Wednesday, May 10, 2006 itched
failures to become better ... found ideologies agape ... slight turbulence ... no ... immense in self-portraits ... tell me i'm what i thought i did ... i did what i thought you meant ... who what life ... who want life lived ... quaint notions resembling me ... as asian art resembles a film of one moment on the train ... my politics and my faith ... my spirituality and my religious practice ... trying not trying to get it right or tired of trying so much or never ever having tried enough ... enough in this volume of textured-as-black announcements ... enough to posit a going on ... forward to illustrated 1948 or 49 ... which itch-as-failure of the smarter younger brother tends ... to ... i did what you thought i meant to do and ... did it all as detailed in is
this act ... chronicle of knock knock jokes ... is it grown older as finalist for the moon ... older mature not younger mature ... swatches of light-startling color ... is this act wherein one cries the soul terror machine ... a distinctive rhinestone repetition ... my heart my heart Tuesday, May 09, 2006 what
i stop mouthing the dead in it ... then i strip a wounded pink & here a perch to see the sun on it ... the devil in the delight ... which broom or which thick-waisted gipsy caw grapes upon grapes of me ... every color ... you and then the river ... you and then the sky discarded & as monstrous a behavior ... as one one
can be christian ... catholic ... even without this noisy lumbering back to ... polish enterprise roman technique american processionals ... one can sit as a stone sits ... suffering thoughts of stone for a while ... which wind comes when & where ... one can sketch a hungry dog & ... the next meal ... leading
to imprisonment fine or both ... these fragile times treated like one who must not know how far ... three volumes take us ... up to american minneapolis ... ambitious & inane to my specific country home ... all of us in trousers now ... founding a new ... something ... looking at the grass too ... narrow as compassion a pretentious hanger-on ... greater than good ... my cartoon weasel performing parents & ... teachers Monday, May 08, 2006 sorry
doesn't even have a name ... unless it's oops our nucular attack was ... lost at sea ... singing mermaids & a tendency to get bad fruit from the facts ... ugly lines cut across the poem like razors eager for acceptance by the scientific community ... senseless to psyche me out of the flour bin ... none of these things have names anymore ... tricks o tricks ... but no names ... o gods ... but no ... Sunday, May 07, 2006 these
extra sounds ... a surplus to go on making an interview of seeming ... here to say ... being as bottom ... all or kinds of all to say ... we are a queer crowd today ... in weeds and individually packed in ... written by hand in ashes ... sweeping brown bugs away ... for good when there isn't any you ... inside any learning
all this ... as they repeating ... being their own as them ... them as asked in or nature ... as in kind of a woman ... their their ... all hard stuck the same ... even dying ... in the one thing ... did vanity himself ... think some feeling act saying that one comes in on one ... not an expense but that ... and this then ... change that had them ... never this or that but please ... as one living really to repeat ... feeling Saturday, May 06, 2006 now
thousands of language tell me this ... going how far but into sky and into river's rose ... like when we had terrible spaces to fill up and no art for it ... then we ripped clouds and make guesses ... for the rain coming on we ripped clouds up and ... passing hundreds of droopers turning to cars ... tell me if i'm gone now ... in one or the other old faces ... been covered in lilacs hearts and dangers we call gone now ... for our sake and the kids who language a thousand or one ... not a punished but a risen probably and finally a cloud again ... raining in a space we cleared for passing through ... thousands in strangers back to finish your phrase currently  |