unless
if you fall asleep here
the jets will become birds and
a frightening dream will appear
in a voice to say
Supple me out Supple me
leaking from the walls and ceilings
like crickets under siege
I think The Best Thing will
stumble
up from under your dreaming
call it a flower or rain falling
so perfectly down that ants can
literally walk between the drops
as we might weave a path through trees
so voices in the hall remind
us
that we are inside kept in a cool room
where paper breathes and teacher calls us
funny names we will never recognize as
our own in fact we cannot hear
them at all we think that nothing
is happening inside the dream
so we step out into wakefulness
to find breath absent
in the busy day where each
step takes us
farther into the mystery of stone so
heavy dark dense and anonymous
that we fall toward each other
as rock to pond or pilot to plane
for this certain magnetic appointment
this madness expansive as old
laundry
compressed in hampers or lost for months
abandoned yet suddenly apparent
in our dingy apartments drizzling
daylight past empty mirrors
sloppy poetry no one reads
except
in dreams and only then to
complain about the missing songs
wild and well-muscled as sun
how the dream calls you up
from an imperfect day to your next
bright home but you have
something to do before
your simple mystery heads south
call it luck or a good education
but the guests have disappeared to
become insects on another continent
nothing like africa or asia and
the ceiling drops a shawl of tears
around your perfect shoulders and
every memory in your tiny body
calls you toward this window of sudden
stillness call it a natural thing
call it a black stone understanding that
the air is a constant freedom while
you have it and you have it
surely while you sleep here
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