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That dapper fellow up above is none other than my own grandsire, Charlie Murphy, styling for posterity.

So far, so good.

I suspect Grandpa Murphy was rather taken with himself at that age. There are other pictures from this period. He mounted this photograph between the front endpapers of a leatherbound collection of poetry, The Best American Poetry (New York: Crowell, 1905). Turn the page and read, within a precisely inked prairie modern border,

POETRY IS THE REFLECTED LIGHT FROM A SOUL INSPIRED BY NATURE'S BEAUTY. IT BRIGHTENS OUR LEISURE MOMENTS BY ITS PORTRAYAL OF LOVE AND TRUTH, AND ADDS TO THE PURITY OF OUR THOUGHTS - AS THE PERFUME OF FLOWERS ADD TO THE DELICACY OF THEIR CHARM. - C.F.M. -

You'd have to search awhile to find a more apt expression of Optimistic Romanticism. Why, not even Emerson could have said it that pretty.

Found within the pages of this anthology were

- a single papery flower petal - still red and pink, quite likely a rose
- a ticket to the World's Columbian Exposition
- a cardboard cutout containing the poem "Smile" ("and the world smiles with you"); printing on the back suggests this is from a shirtbox
- a tiny, professionally printed invitation to a Porch Party:

Between the rear endpapers, Charlie has mounted a small faded photograph of five women, backs to the camera, seated on a park bench. Draped across their shoulders is what seems to be a white blanket clearly bearing the phrase CAMP "NO REST". Beneath that photo, he has written THE END.

Charlie was a good-looking guy; even as an old grayhair puttering around the grounds on Theodore Street, there was a certain flash about him. With this book he has assembled a small Time Capsule, hints of a century-old moment, a gone-away world that should have hung around forever. I like to think that these souvenirs were dropped casually between the pages, not so carefully considered; but the care he took with this book suggests that he knew what he was about. For some reason, it came to me after he died - and I've carted it around for maybe thirty-four years.

Of course, this has nothing to do with the fact that we've got a new month on our hands and must figure out something useful and beautiful to do with it.

Don't be afraid of death so much as an inadequate life.
Bertolt Brecht

How do March winds find you?

 

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