if you don't go to mass on sunday you will go to hell if you don't go to church on sunday. you will go to hell go to hell they said you will lose your soul if you don't go if you don't go there. if you don't do this you will lose your soul the only soul you have the only soul you'll ever know will be lost for all eternity. without the god you find or fail to find in church on sunday your soul will stumble from city to city like a bad child in a dream without a map without a friend. you wanted to find your own way through cities full of churches but you would not enter one or any on a sunday here you wanted to find it to do it yourself a bad child wanting to do it yourself lost in the cities and going to hell. all eternity is a very long time as long as a burning match held against your arm and that is a long long time. you will go to hell and there will be no helping you then they will force you to eat all that meat down there forever and ever. if you don't go to mass on sunday god will forget what you look like will forget about you completely as if you had never been born ... less important than a stick or a smudge of poo.

if you go to mass on sunday you may still go to hell but it won't be for not going to mass on sunday. you will go to hell for lies or for envy or for laziness or timidity. but not for unkindness. be a good child be a good boy go to mass and the world will open before you like a map you can read and follow to your one perfect destination which is heaven which is not hell which is heaven because god smiles there and we all smile because god is smiling not like in hell where nobody smiles not even the devil because he knows you did not go to mass on sunday and deserve to be burning and eating that meat which is bitter because it is your own unholy heart. you will go to hell because you would not obey when they told you how important it was to obey. you wanted to do something else you had a better idea. something made you think you had a better idea or you just had to disobey even without a better idea you had to say no no and no again no like faroff thunder in your own imperfect heart. you will go to hell because you are not god and you know it. but you are the most unimportant thing and want to stand there like a god of loss a god of goodbye a god of poo while the world of angels and fresh brightness floats way off over there singing yes yes yes to sturdy boys and girls who go to mass on sunday.