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December
1999

16. A Tale

It was another testing day, but I only had one test. You do not need to hear any more about this process. Then I spent the rest of the day eating and....

But I found a very nice surprise in my mailbox. In reply to yesterday's Question Down Below, a friend sends me this:

I was getting off of work -- it was a Sun-Times day, which means I was in the city.

On these days, I rely on the "L" to get me around. As usual, I made my way down to the underground tunnels at the Grand Avenue stop. And, as usual, I missed the train and was forced to wait a whole ten minutes for the next one.

The silence down there is maddening. I've now been riding the "L" long enough, at the same stops, that I've read all of the advertisements, all of the graffiti on the walls. Now I just pace back and forth, avoiding eye contact with anyone else who happens to be there.

With only a couple of minutes to go until the next train arrived, I perched myself up against a pole and got a little sad. I noticed on the other side of the pole was a happy little couple, nuzzling and cooing. While part of me wanted to vomit, another part of me was reminded how much fun it is to be in love. Especially at Christmas. Especially when you just broke up with someone ...

Anyway, there I was, stewing in my own juices of misery, when I saw the outline of the front of the train approaching. I noticed the front has Christmas lights around it. "That's kinda cute," I thought.

Then, in one fast swoop, the train sped through in a blaze of lights and garland  ribbons and bows. One car was removed and there sat Santa -- I swear to God, it was Santa -- and his sleigh. Elves pranced around, wishing everyone a "Merry Christmas."

As I stepped inside the car, everyone was laughing. The traditional dismal, bland lighting of the car was replaced with red and green fluorescent hues. The poles were transformed into candy canes. It struck me that we -- all of us on the car -- we're laughing with each other, talking and smiling. What is usually an exercise in avoidance was now an outpouring of cheer and merriment.

When I got off on my stop, the toniest of riders ran like they were children once again to get a glimpse of Santa before the train pulled off again.... to tell you the truth, I ran too!

Br. Tom -- it was the best $1.50 I ever spent! I never would have thought that the Chicago Transist Authority would bring me the Christmas spirit!

Thanks, friend - and Sorry: It was just too good to keep to myself.

Since yesterday's question elicited such an awesome tale, I've decided to stick with it for a while. Come on, I know something good has happened to you today. Maybe it was something tiny, not very dramatic.

Like this morning before the second testing period I was sitting in what we call The Lounge outside of the cafeteria, an adult presence in a sea of students busy doing all the things students do while waking up and waiting to take some tests. Nothing happened. I just watched them all while I pretended to read a book. I was an objective observer, then I tried to imagine my way into this or that kid's life right then. They had such an easy uneasy way with each other. Girls and boys, and girls and girls, and boys and boys all talking or silent, reading or playing, tiny aggressions and retreats, the way they would touch and not touch ... here this morning.

{Smartypants}

True realism consists in revealing the surprising things which habit keeps covered and prevents us from seeing.
Jean Cocteau

What good thing happened to you today?

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