at this moment i pause from handing out
actual diplomas to my homeroom crowd... and saying goodbye...
to say that... at this moment i pause from handing out actual
diplomas to my homeroom crowd... and saying goodbye
posted
at 12:51 PM
on the other hand... just my conjecture...
these animals in rousseau's work may have no literal real-world
counterpart... such pure spirits... just pop up... here's another
cat from Tropical Storm with Tiger (Surprise!) 1891...

posted at
7:33 AM
bad lightning kept me offline last night
so i couldn't post in honor of henri rousseau's 160th birthday...
here's what may have been pierre loti's cat... painted by 'le
douanier':

posted at
7:27 AM
something of a nonexistent day so far...
morning at the senior honors assembly with a loud storm outside...
finished when we were... drove to the restaurant for senior brunch...
my first and perhaps only... it was... brunch... back home to
no classes... this open space that looks for the moment like an
accident... too sudden... but accommodated in time
posted
at 4:32 PM
In
a Dark Time has been listening to jackson browne:
I've been waiting for something
to happen
For a week or a month or a year
With the blood in the ink of the headlines
And the sound of the crowd in my ear
You
might ask what it takes to remember
When you
know that you've seen it before
Where a government
lies to a people
And a country is drifting to
warand
reading
robert lax... such good stuff:
the angel came to him & said
Iâ_m sorry, mac, but
we
talked it over
in heaven
& youâ_re
going
to have to live
a thousand yearsposted at 1:52 PM
now... what...
yesterday i pushed hard... a marathon of final exam
essay reading... a marathon of message board post counting...
a marathon of aplit and worldlit grade figuring... and even had
time to pause for the (vague) west wing season closer... had time
to encourage the cat to eat this most excellent food from a can
(met with disdain)...
but now...
having punched all grades into the school program... having sent
grade reports to our online program (out to students and parents)...
what...
sit back and wait for
the complaints... listen to this fine bach by the emerson quartet...
type a pome or two... type a this or that... beccause and but...
i feel kinda done in... like i've been through it.. something...
now i'm at the start of time
unstructured... and yet i need to come here every day in my shirt
and tie and professional pants... and do... what... something...
pack up the classroom... tidy up the guts of file cabinets...
type a few pomes...
tomorrow
is senior honors assembly followed by senior brunch out at a nice
place... so tomorrow i'll have something to do... and then i can
come home without going back to school... the weekend... but now...
books can be read... what first? song of solomon... the iceman
cometh...
posted at 12:51
PM
well... i'm ready for tomorrow... but
not the day after
posted
at 9:10 PM
Arvo Pärt's
Credo
(1968) came today... holy cow... Pärt speaks from
the liner notes:
In the
1960's I became so fascinated by the central idea of Christianity
'Love your enemies' that it gave birth to my composition Credo.
The work comprises two musically opposing, colliding worlds:
one serial and aleatoric, the other an arrangement of a prelude
by Bach.
What I wanted to
show through the work's unfoldingâ_"inexorable like
a chain reactionâ_"is the postulate 'An eye for an
eye, a tooth for a tooth', harmless as it may seem in its initial
stage, only gradually displays the full destructive dimensions
of its true face: an escalation of power that, like an avalanche,
eventually comes up against its own limits. What at first we perceive
as human justice finally turns into its opposite. 'Do not resist
one who is evil'... 'Love your enemiesâ_"there is nothing
more radical and enigmatic than these words of Christ, which nearly
burst the bounds of our reason. And yet..." posted
at 9:05 PM
i'd
list
my fears... but it's too creepy... and i am not a brave person
posted at 3:15 PM
been sitting in my lonely classroom counting
them posts... which is hard on the brain and that part of the
back of the neck that covers the brain stem... out the window
full of sun a breeze... many miles to go... but soon as the bell
rings i'm gonna sleep...
posted
at 2:23 PM
first exam taken and half-read... a big
stretch of open time to get things done... too much mint in the
garden... bloody barbarian hordes... counting
posts
posts posts...
posted
at 11:53 AM