suzanne
says about independence & all ...
somewhere
in all this
liberty freedom self sufficiency
pursuit of happiness talk
other words must also be consideredposted at 10:25 AM
yesterday
on the walk we met no humans but a large raccoon snuffling around
the base of a tree not far from butterfield road. we clapped our
hands. people in cars looked our way. and eventually the animal
looked up. as we curved around it on the sidewalk the asphalt
path back toward the gravel trail it tiptoed into the tall grass...
normally green things are very
brown these days. our pond is a mud flat. lawn grass crunches.
but my few strong perennials in the garden are toughing it out.
the late-planted nasturtiums are struggling. and what is this...
some kind of coreopsis? i forget...

out on the walking path the bread&butter is
just past its prime... the wild bergamot is set to bust out bigtime.
maybe i'll get some pictures soon.
posted at 10:50 AM
nick's
reflections on a painting of
the
annunciation by (x-carmelite) filippo lippi ...
An infinity of details achieves the
miraculous
by means of second
sight. Lucidity in the presence
of so many details. These details
are
partly occluded (submerged)
by means of their
overwhelming
number. Endless depths are also
elicited by means of numerous
receding
colonnades.reminds me
of
another
less dramatic but equally rich in detail ... befuddles the eye
to have so much to see ...
posted at 11:53 AM
sometimes
in writing you say to yrself what are you running away from what
are you hiding & it's always this. trying to prove. something.
not saying that tess didn't feel guilty for having fallen asleep
and allowed prince to die to die to die. it's not her fault. but
of course it is always anyone's fault. given the way things are
set up. as in writing one is always trying to say something that
lies just beyond the next rise. and finally saying it flattens
it for a while. when one cannot write one is fully flat for a
good while. accident-free. not even worried much about what one
believes. knowing that it only matters what one does what one
does & what one does...
posted at 10:05 AM
somewhere
i heard there were summer pots and winter pots ... one is wide
... fat ... the other is tall... thin ... at fyp i'm doing mostly
thin summer poems for the heat ... tho i think the summer pots
are wide & fat in order to cool down sooner ... and the winter
pots are tall & thin to wrap yr hands around for warmth ... but
i could be all wrong ... usually am ... nevertheless ... those
skinny things at fyp seem just about right for the weather ...
open to the breeze ... not made of brick ... tho it seems skinny
poems are less forgiving ... harder to hide in ... every word
is a big sign ...
posted at 9:52 AM
o ...
Eeksy-Peeksy ...
is back ... we can be happier now
posted at 10:42 AM
about
that sadoff piece from the apr ... "trafficking in the radiant:
the spiritualization of american poetry" ... i was dense
last night ... am a little less so this morning ... here is this
passage near the end where he makes his point from a sort of then-now
perspective ... the
then is roughly 1965-1975 .. he writes:
Those years registered
wide-sweeping critiques of institutions, governmental and otherwise;
during that time we saw enormous growth in the civil rights movement,
the anti-war movement and the feminist movement. the scientific,
philosophical, psychological and metaphysical discoveries of modernism
became a pervasive discourse in mainstream culture. Freud's ...
Einstein's ... Heisenberg's ... Nietzsche's ... Sartre's ... Derrida's
and Foucault's work all suggested a world without a priori
design, a world where truth was relative and shifting. The
movement toward acceptance of these values had a great effect
on our poems and our lives. In poetry, respect for the irrational
and materiality was expressed in the surrealist and realist poetry
of the generation of Simic, Tate, James Wright, Merwin, Levine,
Rich, Etheridge Knight, Ginsberg and others. Traditions counter
to the canon, many overtly social and political and linguistic
... not only thrived but influenced the terms of our poetry during
the years that followed. These poets' faith and doubts were tied
to the social world and the here-and-now on earth. It's not that
they lacked a faith in the impalpable, but rather that the impalpable
-- love, for example -- grew out of the material world and out
imaginative associations with it.aha ... sadoff goes on to discuss the
now ...
The social and metaphysical
ideologies that underlie our poetry now both reflect and
alter
the terms and spectrums of our poetic arguments. [s. gives
example of how the centrist bill clinton is now percieved as a
paragon of liberalism] ...
And to be clear, I'm talking about
how conventions, seeming expressions of individual need, grow
out of specific social and historical moments, and unexamined,
drive our poems. This commitment to the other-worldly, then, affects
our commitment to this
world.he's working from an atheistic perspective ... but
it's not so far from my own closely held notions ... i guess theologians
would call it an incarnational view ... the belief that "the
other world" can only be known and active upon us via a close
attention to and high valuation of this present world ("effluvial,
filled with goodness as well as darkness, sufficient beauty and
difficulty") in which we find ourselves ... it calls us to
see better what it is ... s. seems to be objecting to the a priori
imposition of a spiritual ideology that blinkers a poet to the
relatively unstable flow of whatever is actually present ... he
wants that freedom ... "without consolation or excuse."
posted at 10:36 AM

sometimes i think i will say more
... then i worry that i won't say anything worth saying or reading
... then i worry that i will show my foolishness to the world
... as if i haven't done that already ... as if ... then i think
i am too old for all of this ... and too young ... then that i'm
not smart enough not only to say but to do or be ... anything
... but i'm not complaining ... and this is not what they call
angst ... i'm just typing ... but i do feel a tiny bit like j.
alfred prufrock .. and i have never really liked that poem ...
never much at all ... but that's ok because there are plenty who
do ... so one who doesn't won't matter so much ...
i was looking at the new APR that arrived today
... an article by ira sadoff called "trafficking in the radiant:
the spiritualization of american poetry" and i haven't been
able to finish it because i'm not sure what he's saying and i
keep re-reading passages i don't get ... and i still don't get
them ... but i like that title very much ... he's clearly against
this spiritualization ... but i will have to read some more and
report back to you once i find a quotable bit that makes his point
better than i could ... i guess ... but it all makes me very self-conscious
.. because i am supposed to be a spiritual person but i don't
write recognizably spiritual things ... or i hope i don't (that
passage on our recent chapter excepted ... but was that spiritual
or just religious ... these things are so befuddling) ... hope
i don't because whose business is my spiritual business anyway
... certainly not almost anyone's ... and i wouldn't presume ...
but of course what isn't spiritual after all ... what isn't ...
i read 12th Night yesterday and
finished it today ... then i began Tess of the d'Urbervilles ...
and find the beginning much smoother going than i'd expected ...
i'd read it long long ago in college and had a pretty muddled
sense of it ... but it's a long book ... so there's still plenty
chance for it to get muddled sooner or later ... and probably
will ... no fault of its own ... probably
posted at 10:07 PM
in December's grip
the gripe was for more sun
and now the gripe, the sun
and by Dissatisfactions
one by one
capacity for pleasure
is
undone... ain't it
the truth ... but not me boy ... i went out walking in the steamy
bright sunshine this morning & i sweat a bit ... but it was a
good thing all the way ... a very good thing ... hot & heavy as
it was ... a good thing ... soft edges all over the tall grass
and the birds and bugs ... all a good thing
posted at 11:04 AM